*This was supposed to be posted 4 days ago. sorry for the delay.
Someone
made my day today. It’s his birthday actually and making this blog means so
much to him. He reads pretty much most of it, believing this would make him
understand, ease and comfort me through his “unkabogable tactics.” Yeah, he’s
quite new on the gay lingo and seemed to have been fascinated by the terms
being combined with random syllabication and affixes. Anyway, I find this guy really
interesting; in such a way that he makes me feel special in ways I can’t
explain. He knows me too well by simply understanding my vulnerabilities and raises
me from my downsides. Talking to him gives me relief with a smile. He simply
inspires and motivates me the best way possible. He simply is a dream, a gift,
and a friend. Believe it or not, talking to him satisfies that long time hunger
for a friend to actually talk to anything random under the plain bliss of the
sky. He listens and never judges, he laughs and involves himself in every
decision I make, a family guy who I can see myself someday living with that
ring on my left finger. He really is that special.
Thinking
of him reminds me of the sweet little things I had missed in my life and never
took time not to look, but see. I have been on an off tracked road and having
him beside me, smiling, left me with such courage to place it all back in. it
took a lot of courage and pride to take in and let my heart open once again for
changes, for possible risks in the future. But he made it worthwhile.
